summer vacation has officially kicked in - i am back to watching my dozens and dozens of old dawson's and felicity's with the occassional jack and jill and perhaps, in several moments best combined into one; the un-jaded, optimistic, frightfully hopeless romantic reappears, smiles, unlocks the steel chain to her heart for an instance of believing again, in the carefree and blissful world, where love exists without pain, jealously, anger, want, pride, selfishness, tears, disaster, catastrophe.