going along with my self realization theme, i found comfort in yet another nightly activity. this time, i was lying on the floor next to my bed while evanescence's (yes i like them late at night, especially because the lead singer's voice is so piercing, so beautiful) "my last breath" plays and while i was there on the floor, i imagined how one day, i could turn to my right and see the reflection not of myself in the mirror but of the one i love. and i'd sing:

can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you

my god i'm sappy. and jihye is snickering right now as she reads this, shaking her head at me.

i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you