sometimes i'm so stupid it boggles me.

for example, reading the prompt of a paper that is worth 20% of your grade wrong, thus causing you an entire letter grade. i'm such an idiot it is beyond me how i just screwed myself over.

it makes me wonder how they ever trusted me over the summer to copy edit. i hope i didn't send the issue into publication with typos or false information.

i love sour path watermelons right now. i'm consuming more than a pack a day.

i'm too scared to look at my online bank statement and i'm too terrified to call home. if i ever become a mother i will be so thankful if my kid isn't like me.

yet all i can think about is going shopping. it's fall - fall selections are in, new colors of sneakers are needed, coats are essential, and sweaters are to die-for. i'm such a big shopper with my non-existent income. four more years of dependency ~ that is, if i even get into law school.

and i'm exhausted. this was a random stream-of-consciousness, i want to re-write it but yet i'm too, too tired.