fumbling towards ecstasy

Monday, December 06, 2004

it wasn't supposed to be this way.

it was supposed to be celebration, champagne and balloons, freedom, a huge sigh of relief.

it was supposed to be the end of the road, the beginning of another, the journey ahead of me, one obstacle done with.

it wasn't supposed to be contain tears, tears flowing so quickly not even the sad droplets of rain hitting the windshield of my mom's honda accord on the 57 north could catch up with.

it wasn't supposed to be disappointment, so hollow in the midst of recycled air.

if i craved spontaniety, then this wasn't supposed to be my version of it.

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because of larry: for "catharsis", and for giving me one of the best compliments to date.

posted at 11:08 PM

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

don't forget that there are many, many roads to the things we wish to accomplish... you are truly exceptional; don't let some stupid standardized test originated from some white supremacist tell you otherwise. in this fleeting world may we not forget what true happiness is. (and don't forget that earl warren earned his JD by going to night school, and that abraham lincoln lost something like 98 elections before winning the only important one.)

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